"If I was happy all the time, I would never fully appreciate life.
Because sometimes we need to miss things in order to realize how valuable it is,
or want things in order to realize how important it is.
If I was happy all the time, I would not truly be happy."
A.K.A: Akie Shimizu
born on 01/09/94
100% filipino though 99.9% proud to be one
loves code tweaking/ web designing
loves ecchi >;)
i am moody
can never go out without contacts and make up on
an ulzzang wannabe
believes in the power of makeup, so dont blab about your natural beauty, bitch.
has boyish mannerisms
LOOVES Tricia Gosingtian, and Im stalking her right now.
loves photography but can only camwhore
im judgemental
im not hot enough to cosplay
i freak out whenever i see roaches
im insecure
i cant wear cutesy shorts coz i have fatty thighs
i dont talk much but i took up AB Comm. LOL 8D
i will not, for the rest of my life, come near a raisin even if it costs my life.
give me a POCKY and ill love u 4ever XD
madly in love with C.D.I.O.T :P
i suck at intros.
just remember this: i can either be ur best friend or ur worst enemy.
and yes, i repeat, i suck at intros, sorry bout that.
BTW, butterfingered means clumsy. :))

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“I’ts Not Summer Without You” Fave Quotes:
1.) “That’s when I finally got it. I finally understood. It wasn’t the thought that counted. It was the actual execution that mattered, the showing up for somebody. The intent behind it wasn’t enough. Not for me. Not anymore. It wasn’t enough to know that deep down, he loved me. You had to actually say it to somebody, show them you cared. And he just didn’t. Not enough.”
2:) “I will never look at you in the same way ever again. I’ll never be that girl again. The girl who comes running back every time you push her away, the girl who loves you anyway.”
3.) “How do you regret one of the best nights of your entire life? You don’t. You remember every word, every look. Even when it hurts, you still remember.”
4.) “I couldn’t even be mad at him, because this was who he was. This was who he’d always been. He’d never lied about that. He gave and then he took away. I felt it in the pit of my stomach, the familiar ache, that lost, regretful feeling only he could give me. I never wanted to feel it again. Never, ever. Maybe this was why I came, so I could really know. So I could say good-bye.”
5.) “But I had loved him. I loved him longer and truer than I had anyone in my whole life and I would probably never love anyone that way again. Which to be honest was almost a relief.”
6.) “I stared at him. Did he really say that? Did he remember? The way he looked back at me, one eyebrow raised, I knew he did. And this time, I was the one to look away.
Because I remembered. I remembered everything.”
7.) “When I used to picture forever, it was always with the same boy. In my dreams, my future was set. A sure thing. This isn’t the way I’d pictured it. … The future is unclear. But it’s still mine.”
8.) “In his eyes, there was no trace of what had happened earlier, and I could feel something inside me break. So that was that. We were finally, finally over.”
okay. you’ll prolly hate me for posting kabitteran quotes again. but dang it, i just can’t help posting about how this book was sooooo relatable that i thought it was made exclusively for me. LOL
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“Paul proposed to his girlfriend in front of me..
she said yes.. and it was really.. it was really beautiful..
it made me realize something,
you’re wrong, all those stuff you said about Caroline,
being about timing and it just making sense… no…
because if you really love someone… it’s simple.
you deserve something amazing, and.. you deserve love.
I know you dont want to be alone,
but I’m gonna be there and I’ll tell that “Tom waits” voice in your head to shut up.”
-Jess (New Girl)
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Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka na lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko
-Oo (Up Dharma Down)
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February 28, 2013…
remember when i told you this
would be the day we’ll officially
(and legally) be considered as lovers?
now that we’re never EVER getting
back together, how about turning
things upside down? how about…
i totally erase you from my memory?
it’ll be like i’ve never known you in my life.
I think, that would be awesome.
this would be the last stage of my
“moving on” phase. so goodbye,
and from now on you’ll be just
a stranger to me. and no,
im not sorry.
“hey he’s not just my boyfriend, you get that right?
just for one second please try and remember,
remember what it feels like, all of those times in school,
when you see him standing in the hall,
and you… cannot breathe until you’re with him.
or those times in class when you,
you cant stop looking at the clock because
you know that he’s standing right out there
waiting for you… dont you remember what that’s like?”
-Allison Argent (Teen Wolf)
1 note“I think— I think when it’s all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said, or anything he did. It was the feeling that came along with it. And.. crazy thing is, I don’t know if I’m ever gonna feel that way again. But I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks.. so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that, when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him, it was losing me.” - T.Swift
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